WhY yOU Hve To LEaVe wItouT me.....

hey guyz my life has been like shit...firtly i lost my close fren witout me knowing!!!!he died like1week ago and the best thing is tat i onli found it out after three days of his death non of my freakin frens told me abt tis! his name is james my close bestie ever since sec1!!!!!!!!!!!! and now he jus poofed gone life is so unfair he told me like few days ago that he was gonna propose to his girl on new years day and now gone!! why is god like tis it is veri unfair!!!!argh i hve been hanging outlately wit tasha moslty cos i cant tell my family smethin like that has happen in my life and wen i am wit tasha i can jus tell it out!!!i feel like shoutin and cryin and goin berserk but i am jus tryin to be strong!!!!i didnt even saw his face for one last fuckin time!!!! my other so called frens tried calling me and msg me but i jus dun reply maybe if i die i dun even tell them!!!!!tasha is oso goin through some deep shit he family is accusing her for stealin but wat in the fucking hell you guyz dun fucking give her cash and she has to pwn her jewels to jus get money for herself to survive i mean seriously wtf!!! james always was there fr me wen i am dwn so now i priority no longer will be other they will be TASHA and james girl!! i wll take care of them:) now tasha is also not feeling well again i hope she gets well soon!!! today she slept on me shoulder was like WOW! so nice arh damn shiok shiok:) hehehe i onli hope that one day i can show james girl that i and tasha are together at last:) and james can see us frm above take care guyz and life IS "perfect" tasha pls take care da:)

(frens till we meet)