Burning of pages

sup:O today at work was okay started to be boring but turned out to be a good day go a good comment from a pilot of the SIA which was a big thing la had drinks with them and when to the kitchen and continued work so yeah thats much which have happened lah..i am so B.O.R.E.D at work usin my office comp to blog so yeah haha:) its closin time so i better start clossin up the kitchen and and i just got a good news from my supervisor he said after 3months i would be gettin promoted which is a good news for me i think :x anyhow i am off goodday people:)

La ViDa LoCo Day@work

wasssup!!! its been really reallyyyyy along time since i blogged cos the first reason is my house comp wen boom! secondly work so yeah now i am usin my restaurant computer to blog so i have to tis short and sweet..life been great so far thought i would lose interest in cookin but since i started workin i am slowly gaining back my confidence and passion..hmmm today is just a dreadful day hven been hvin enough sleep lately and restraunt is empty no coustomer today so boring but i got to play pool for like half the day and drink some booze and and the best part is i get paid for doing all this lol so yeah another girl is out of my life thought you were different but you turned out to be the same aiyah!!! so yeah still hanging there like wat my sister-in-law(sindhu) said to me that it takes time so yeah time is all i have i think haha okay i have to go now order is comin in and my fren is sittin on my lap and its disgusting so ciao:) have a happy La Vida LoCo sunday everyone lol :)

knife, kichen towels and apron

haha wassupp todays is a super nice day for a chilled beer and sipping slowly and eating alone at my own comfort with a nice cook book on my side sitting at the balcony and enjoyin ur day=) haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa so yeah today woke up ealry just to bring lttle ben to my aunts house we left yishun at freakin 8am and i was like half dead in the train and its like when i reach her home the smell of meat stewin with pasta sauce and eggplant was like adernaline rush sorry i didnt spell it right but i think you guys know what so yeah=0 at of course my aunts food always taste good so yeah and i like goin there cause she is like the one who asks me about culinary and stuff and she makes me feel good like i am putting what i learnt to use and yeah it makes me feel good=) lots of thinks running through my mind dont how to let go some of it thoughts of furthering my studies to learnt bakin but has i am a singaporean i have to serve the stupid NS so yeah...oh just read mama jahats blog super fierce...

relationship: someone told me that i didnt know realtionship and i will never know but love comes from the person or place where you least expect from so yeah love dosent consent whether your with the person for 1 year or 1month or 2 years it just every moment you spend must be something you will remeber and cherish for awhile i may says like after one year i get bored of the girl i am dating but i am aint like that i am very opposite trust me=) anyhow like i said love is something you must not regret or hate haha and ok now i am goin back to bed my room so cold and shiok ahahaha.

tonights gonna be one good night....

so ummm yeah lifes been great so far searching for jobs cause mr clarence lost his old one oh poop! so yeah life is good so far..happy i happen to read your blog today stop bloggin about me i was so nice about talkin to you but hack okay you dont have to be there for me i have someone else who will be there for me always and never let go of me and YES i am way happier and like you said that why i am the guy which i am now and i deserve it??? what the fuck!! life is great very good i wont deny that please erase me out of your life ok!!!

Amanda hey you been studyin so much eh haha dont become to smart la but abit enough haha..we should meet upp and you better be readin this haha=) see you soon

MY LIFE IS FUCKIN GREAT WITH OUT YOU MOVE ON....

Life is just like this=)

The grey sky looming above
rain drops still dripping down
from the pregnant clouds above
we set out on our journey once again;

around and around we go
in slow circles, moving
to the beat of the thunder
and rain that surrounds us

as the droplets hit the ground,
shattered realizations lay scattered
reminding me nothing is same
as it seems to be;

as another memory turns to dust
i cut the lifeline that attaches me to the past
and i shove it back into the depths
where nothing will ever bring it back alive;

the rain does nothing to stop our journey,
never forgetting, who we are
we walk these streets of madness,
knowing that,without each-other…..
we are simply incomplete.


Amanda dont be sad okay life isnt always fair sometimes we get things which really puts that huge smile on our face but it dosent last for long but the hurting does last long..but theres always a reason to why it happens we cant be always happy and we cant be always sad there should be a balance whatever happens in life we must get back on our feet and i will be beside you ok=) dont care about what happen move on with life like its just another day..smile aways okay

AMANDA!!!!! you one special girl!!

so yeah never blogged about her all have been inside me she makes me happy this girl amanda:) shes my friend!! your one girl who is so different and you make me soo happy and good about myself i am a guy who keeps eveything inside all the hurt and pain and i like to see the people aroud me happy thats my deepest sceret =) so yeah life have been paint in pure gold since i got your number and its has been soo good in life i know even though i fall i know you cant catch me but you will be there for me hehe=) and you i know mr eyecandy is all good-lookin and your planning everything with him i really dont want to see that happy face of yours become sad okay just saying but i will always be here for you JOTHI!!!! haha and you made me know that your 1zillion X better then that her!!! hehe i never ever regretted knowing you and i hope you dont to=) haha nothin else la my blog now tooo sweet already=)

aTtachMenT + Love? = wooooooo

hey guys today i am off was havin attachment for the past 3 days lifes been great so far attachment is sweet made frens with the service staffs and chefs i plated like more then 100 plates =) soooo cool!!! first few times were like crap i got used to the design and now i am doing fine theres much more things i am learning so yeah everythings been fun...so yeah theres this mystry girl in my life we always met after my works is over like around 12++ at city hall she's a sunrise student she used to work at the place i am workin at....so yeah lets jus see what happens but ummmm she's wow!!