Letters From The Sky

one of these days the sky's gonna break
And everything will escape, and I'll know
one of these days the mountains are gonna fall
into the sea, and they'll know


That you and i were made for this
i was made to taste you kiss
we were made to never fall away
never fall away


one of these days letters are gonna fall
from the sky telling us all to go free
but until that day i will find away to let everybody know
that your coming back for me,you're coming back for me


cause even though you left me here
i have nothing to fear
these are walls that hold me here
hold me here,hold me here


one day i will hold you like the suns holds the moon
and we will hear the planes overhead
and we wont have to be scared
we wont have to be, we wont have to be scared

I aM sO In LovE wIt EvEryThiNg ABt Her......

I remembered black skies / the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash / as time began to blur
Like a startling sign / that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve


So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason / to fill this hole / connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies Across this new divide



There was nothing in sight / but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide / the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in / between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard That I get what I deserve


So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Across this new divide


In every loss / in every lie
In every truth that you'd deny
And each regret / and each goodbye
was a mistake to great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve


So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason / to fill this hole / connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

hi everyone cant sleep so decided to blog life been great so far i am on my holidays now cant wait for my attachment i cant wait to earn and work hard cos its my dream and i wuld wanna hold that dream up and reach my goals oh oh and yea of cos cant wait for cash in my pocket.so yea suppose to go to chalet ytd but didnt cos my babe needed me i told her i will always be there wen she needs me so yea i jus call and told them that she needed me and that she was down so yea i met sindhu too she didnt wan to go sch so we headed to bp i noe she was wit mark so i sat at mac and then i saw him and her walk by me i jus felt enrage wen i saw him dun noe why i think i *gaNster* hehe so yea i bought her flowers too cos i wanted to cheer her up i hope they:) i reali do wan to see her in my future has my wife and lover i dun care abt all those things...you are always and will be special to me in my eyes ok....so yea ok bye bye:)

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hiieeee guys life has been great and will be i think...woke up today late headed to sch late and started my paper late. Was on the train today saw maryln she recongised me she was wit tis guy and she introduced him to me. i guess they were a couple i saw somethin in her eyes which i used to see wen she was wit james then bright spark i felt like sayin smethin but if she was that happy i am ok wit it..all of a sudden this one drop of tear ran dwn my eyes i had tis urge to tell her how much i miss seein them being close callin me their young brother this pain hidden somewhere in me was hurting i was jus like a stone all the way to sch i couldnt write my paper flashbacks of the times were running bak inside my head...has i am wrttin this blog tears are jus flowin i wish i could take bak the time i noe he wuld be scoldin me up frm heaven i shuld be strng not weak i am sorri..my kiddo was the other good thing which happened in my life she was the one holdin me i wuld gone mad and hostile witout my brother!! wit you i feel at peace and learnin frm what happen today i honestly feel like a idiot.i dun noe why!!! whever marlyn maybe i wish her all the best!!