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hiieeee guys life has been great and will be i think...woke up today late headed to sch late and started my paper late. Was on the train today saw maryln she recongised me she was wit tis guy and she introduced him to me. i guess they were a couple i saw somethin in her eyes which i used to see wen she was wit james then bright spark i felt like sayin smethin but if she was that happy i am ok wit it..all of a sudden this one drop of tear ran dwn my eyes i had tis urge to tell her how much i miss seein them being close callin me their young brother this pain hidden somewhere in me was hurting i was jus like a stone all the way to sch i couldnt write my paper flashbacks of the times were running bak inside my head...has i am wrttin this blog tears are jus flowin i wish i could take bak the time i noe he wuld be scoldin me up frm heaven i shuld be strng not weak i am sorri..my kiddo was the other good thing which happened in my life she was the one holdin me i wuld gone mad and hostile witout my brother!! wit you i feel at peace and learnin frm what happen today i honestly feel like a idiot.i dun noe why!!! whever marlyn maybe i wish her all the best!!