BeauTifUl DAwn.....

hey guys tis few days werent that great....i feel like my old lifes coming bak hahaha:) so yea redecorated the christmas tree in my hse which looked like a clown circus at first now it looks abit better. so yea went out wif priya the other day and wen to eat at mac we sat at a table and she sunddenly asked me wuld i be part of her life has her boyfren and i was like ummm you wan fries! she was i am not playing she said that me and her were single and it meant for us to be together but i was like sry priya honestly speaking i did and still have a bit of feelings for you but i still think of natasha and i wished to be wif her and i am sorri i jus dun wan to hurt you she asked wat she does not hve then nastasha has...i told her it jus cant be explained...it reali seemed bad for me to do that to her i told my frens abt it and they said i am one dumb fucker who jus cant be changed and i am always doin and make stupid descions!!!they said i had no pride for myself and i continue to love tasha even though shes wif mark and all that stuff!!!haha maybe? but i dun noe i always followed wat james told me listen to ur heart and fuck evertything else...i was wondering why do other girls wan to be wif me wen the one i reali love dosent!!! haha stupid eh i m sounding so deseperate me and guna same chapter now!!!!but priya said that she try to change me and i jus told her hmmm up to you!!!! man i miss all those times of finding trouble and ending up wasted:) heh honsetly speakin i dun noe wat am i doin....hmmm readin her pm jus now made me tink maybe mark reali does keep her happy good for her hope they last long:) i think the onli way to forget my life is to get into some wicked trouble ima do that!!!peace

tHiS Is ThE dAy i PrAy FoR.....

hey guys long time no talk...lazy to type:) so yea today was the last paper for my end of the year exams...and and now its my freaking HOLIDAY wakaka.so yea after sch wen dwn to yishun lepak a bit! then later wen dwn to eat wif ccl:) then later wen bak to lepaking:) so yea its jus days like tis make me :):):):):) so yup get it! AND i showed her the one gift i had bought for her wen i showed her i saw somethin different in her eyes dun noe wat....so yup we headed dwn later to safra to play pool but bad news was that the tables were occupied damn those chinna:) so yea i saw my old sec sch peeps and they were like clarrrreeeenccceee and i was like HI:) so yea i was like hanging wit them talkin to them, and i felt kinda bad for not talkin to the girls(sorrrryyyyyy)
and yea had fun today hope everyone did:) maybe i will give her our 1mth give for christmas haha(cheapskate) :) peace