My LiFe Is MesSed Up!!!!!

hey y'all i jus read her blog....i can see that she is happy wit her guy:) i am happy if she is happy.....you noe i gave that girl for her and my heart keeps tell me that it was a bad idea...but i jus feel its a goos idea...haix i am in like a lot of deep shit rite now!!!! my close girl fren boyfirend gonna get it frm me and my frens....my frens keep tellin me that i look like i lost smethin...yea i did!!!! i am jus lost in a my own world rite now!!!!! haix and angel b'dae 2morrow jus wanna tell her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY and i hope you and bari wuld stay together forever:) hope you grow taller also angel...muhaha


(haix)
nothings perfect in life

HaPpY HapPy.......SusHi

hey hey....iwas at a class chalet frm the 24-26 june...my clas chalet rocked we has drinks games fun alots of them!!!i reali enjoyed stayin wit my frens at the chalet was so damn cool...and i wasnt reali like concentrating on the chalet i kept thinkin abt my "little princess" i heard she wasnt feeling well ikept checking up on her everyday...ccl also called me and msged me hw she was feeling veri pitiful sia she!! tis is hw life is! my class mates kept askin where was the "tall aneh" which was my little princess....i also had to settle things out wit my frens boyfriend...which i did today he said sori and left...everythings done now she can free.....2day i hanged out in the afternoon wit little princess and sindhu and her new guy(congrats to her) they look sweet together...we went to tekka to eat lunch while on the way my slipper torn...then tasha bought for me a slipper...(ty so much hun) i and her are okay okay lah...but its cool and now i am not feeling well fall sick aiyah....i think i gonna drop dead soon....muahaha okay take to all my readers and and hve a pleasent day

SuShi
(take care hun)

ToDaY JuS Weird......

hey guyz today i was home until 1pm..then i went to meet angel,ccl,and bari guess who wasnt there? it was her!!! it jus felt weird i nvr been wit her gang witout her jus freakin weird....we sat at yishun mac i saw bari and angel they looked so sweet and cute.....atleats thier relationship worked out fine....anywayz now i noe hw ccl feels wen she is wit me and her(lamp post) anywayz i heard abt her and her guy getting back togther...congrats to her...yesterday the girl which i gave up for tasha called me...she read my blog and she asked me "so is it still a good choice u made for giving me up for her" i said yea it still is a GOOD choice and i kept the phone....this is hw life is there are always ups and downs...no easy way!!!!! (her=tasha) anywayz.....blah

boiboi

JuS...wow

hey guyz remeber my "lilttle princess" we were together now "poof" gone!!!!!but nvr mind theres no girl which will take over her place in mind heart...dun noe why!!!! i will w8 for her until the day is rite....i dun noe why but she always in mind....


"dear god the only thing i ask is to hold her wen i am not around wen iam much too far away" this lyric is frm my favorite song which i dedicade to "her"


haix....

LoVe sLowLy sParKiNg?

hey guyz.....today i wen to bp to meet tasha and angel and bari...i was damn excited to see my "little princess" i wen there to eat freakin hugry sia:) then after tat we sat down chat a bit at near my "little princess" blk....she brought down her JD....tat was damn cool!!!we drank wit orange juice didnt taste well:( but noe choice hehehe...then later we all send angel hme in the bus i didnt reali feel tat she was happy wit me...i always like seeing my "little princess" smilling and i will kill whoever makes her frown even if it was me..hehehe then while bari was walking wit angel hme i walked wit my "little princess" at nortpoint and guess wat i saw my 2nd ex girl sister she started starring at me and her...i jus walk away...i didint care wat was goin around me wen i am wit her dun why....all tat matter was her and making her happy:) then later i decided to send her hme...then in the bus i could feel some think sparking she laid on my shoulder while i put my hand around her....she slept for awhile like a little baby..then we reached her hse:( sadly i thought thebus would come late then it came sooo early and i hve to leave:( anywayz jus being wit you my "little princess" makes me forget the world:) hehehe love you loads

love you
(little princess)

yOuR LoVe Is NoT a LiE......

hey again....its my dream come ture at last but i hve this feeling that i am forcing my "little princess" in to things....i reali love her and all:) i dun n0e why but always keep thinking abt her....wen i am wit my frens(makkals) i tend to just say her name out!!!i feel like a idiot....dun why must be goin bonkerz...i told my close fren abt it and she was veri happy!!!! but in the end i had to treat to them drink....the onli think i can say to my "little princess" is that now i am gonna make new memories in ur mind:) yesterday was the happiest day of my life....i jus jump around my hse like a guy high on drugs...haha....i jus dun noe why i didnt feel like this wit the other ex...jus YOU:) anywayz togther we can do this.....happy happy happy happy :)

love loads
(little princess)

UnTiL ThE DaY i DiE

hey again.....its abt my "little princess" she keeps thinking that she not worth being cared!!!! and she says that she is a curse....tat reali gets me PISSED!!!! to tell her she is not a curse wen ever i go out wit her i am in luck SERIOUS....i dun noe hw to tell her tat but its true....i noe she still has feelings for****.......but to tell her the truth i will wait for her "until the day i die" i noe that i gave up my sec 3 dream girl for her was a good thing coz it jus makes me happy wen i am wit HER....i noe i am not matured but i can be i jus dun like to enjoy my life in a matured way..dun noe why?
but i can matured wen i need to be okay...i noe i hve been a ass for these past few days....and "little princess" your more WORTH then wat you think you are....i will wait for you no matter wat....jus take ur time and GET WELL SOON SICKY GIRL:)

****loads
(boiboi)

i JusT loVe hEr

hey ppl.....today i was suppose to brg the girls to get a job and shangrila. but didnt go coz i didnt wan to disturb my chef during cooking hours! then later we went cinelisure to eat pasta mania...my "little princess" got high of drinking 7 taquilla shots yesterday night...and today she had a hangover she alrdi wasnt feeling well and she went and drink!!! her cough today reali sounded bad and i made her eat coz she didnt wan to eat...i also got shades for her hope she liked it:).... and she asked me why is there a point tat i like her...there shouldnt be a point for loving someone..love jus blooms in your heart wen you see the rite person:) and "little princess" get some rest.....

love loads
(mmmm..sushi)

Meet the ClemenTz and STupidness

hey again....guess wat i brought my "little princess" to see my sisters... they talk alot of stuff and my sis sabo me by showing all my stupid photos. my sis all kinda like her they find her like a model pretty.....lol, we had a gr8 time... dun whether she had? i and her are now a bit close i am hanging out wit her most of my times:) my buds aka makkals hve seen her also...today i brought her out when to the beach then i wen overboard i got rough wit her she was sick and i actuali pushed her on the grass( wasnt on purpose) i irritated her :( veri sorc baby if u are reading this reali LoVe you :) guess wat i also got a job and my dad is like sooo "happy" and "proud" of me lol anyways sori for hurting you my"little princess" and get well soon :)

(CONGRATS TO MR AND MRS BARI)

love you
(little princess)

Its Abt LOve

2day after her trip i wen and met her....was short but i made it last!!!!! jus was w8ting to see her....she and her cute smile oh my gosh!!!!!damn cute....my fren bari is reali in love wit angel!!! he changed for her which he didnt did for any girl! we fought tat tyme but now we are buds:)

for tat "little princess" i will give her time to forget the past...i will make a new memory for her tat she wont forget...for ur info "little princess" i wont change coz i am growing up wit three sis and i noe hw girls feel:) which sux at time...i feel like a ewwwwwww lol....but no matter wat sayang i wont change and wont like onther girl if she was the last girl in the earth


love ya"little princess"

StrEss sTresS....aiyah

stress is so damn hard to take!!!!!! but with ur love ones around you can get over it....my sis are there for me wen i am stressed....but i will be there for you wen ur stress..( u noe who you are) shy lah.....lol, my dad is getting on my freakin nerves and if he wants respect he gots to earn it..yesh yesh! damn freakin irritating! treating me like a small boi! but jus hearing her voice calms me down:0.....sisters if u are reading tis dun be angry you guyz also "calm me down" lol....anyways the onli thing i am gonna say to my sis and my speacial reader call wen u feel stress...my phone like 24/7 mac delveri....hahaha!!!! and to bari and angel no hanky panky:)

peace out :)
(acusing also sucks)

The sTory Unfolds

hey guyz,i am new blogger hehe....my first blog is gonna be abt a girl who i like:) and has were getting close her past stories unfolds to me. but i still dun care wat her past is....i jus wanna a make a new chapter in her life....she noes all the stuff i hve done its a sceret between us. i dun noe her tat much but together we can noe more abt each other....so if u see tis blog i jus wanna tell you tat i like you no matter wat your past is and holding your hand always sparks excitment within me....letting go of ur hand is like the end of the world...nvr felt like tis wit any of my other ex....your smart,pretty,cute,and you hve tat idiot look..lol last of all i jus wanna say tat, there a start for a new beinging...