WhY dO i LoVe HeR..ShE aSked!!!

hey guyz today was an okay okay day....i was actuli kinda happy to go to sch dun noe why wan to "study" i guess :) hehehe! so yea i hve my menu cost planning was abit boring at first then it got a bit more fun:) later after class i wen to eat while w8ting for ccl and angel and also was w8ting for my dear tasha...she was abit moody cos of angel i guess! tasha she isnt angry wit you and i noe its a big mistake to show her anger on you! anyways jus now you asked me why i like you...i do cos of the all the girl i hve dated your the ONE.....you jus keep grounded on earth no girl has ever done that and you complete me but i dun noe abt you! and i oso read ur blog abt you blaming yourself for everythin happening in ur family!!!!! hunny thats all got nthin to do wit you okay ur family noes wat a great daughter and grand daughter they hve! they all reali do love you like you always tell me but jus smetimes they dun noe wat to say and the words they say scare you i noe that feeling!!!ur great daughter tasha!!! you dun hve to call urself a bitch that word dun even hve the rights to be near ur name hehe....okay tasha dun think too much!!!yur grand mother will still love you no matter wat even you treating her tis way she wil always think of the time you and her were close and lovely trust me tasha she will love you no matter wat and she will always be proud of hving a gr8 grand daughter hun okay:) and for your b'dae it will happe no matter wat you say i will make tat day and unforgetable day in ur life okay:) your family do love you and trust me sooner or later everything will come to hw you said it was wen you were young god has planned things for you okay da......you will always be your dads and mine LITTLE PRINCESS OKAY......take care da
(moNKeYY bO)

its OKAy Lah

hey guyz long time seens i updated my blog...lazy:) so 2day woke up ealry got rdy to go to sch! then i was like so ealry for menu planing course today first time thats why it rained today i guess...so we watched my favourite show kitchen nightmare then later was dwn to copying notes...okay lah today was goin fast saw tasha and the gang has usual that dumbdumb ccl kept thinkin abt luke!!! 2day i natasha told me that she wasnt gonna me MARk but wat the hack she wen in the end i was actuali kinda w8ting for class to end cos i wanted to see he face it would keep warm cos she my sunshine(eh eh) so yea then in the end my day was still cold! i had nose bleed again dun noe why maybe i might drop dead one day hehehe....so i was heading home ealry which was a a amzaing thin cos i nvr been hme tis early :) so i was walkin hme wen i saw priya its been a long time since we talked and she was like apoligizing that she didnt metioned abt james she cried and i of course said its okay!!!!but haix we talked for a while and i sent her to the interchange:) but in the en of the day i miss tasha:( i guess she dosent she a has a own love life and her own boyfren to miss....anywyz godd nights and sweet dream ppl:)

(mONKeYY BoYY)

if I WeRe To ChOoSe BeTweEn LiFe aNd YoU i wUld Use My LaSt bReaTh To SaY i LoVe YoU Tash

hey guyz today hasnt been my day....today is my deaperted fresn b'dae i hvein tryin not to think abt all the stuff like on his b'dae we wuld always go to his grand ma hse for dinner and tis year its me and his picture bro happy 25TH birthday ypu old bastard take of urself up there man and over tasha oso ur sister!!!remeber:)i hve been hiding loads of things inside me today we ecalirs today and off all the days we had to do james favourite pastry i mean wow!!!so yea seeing tasha made me jus thin abt her she coughed badly so i was thinkin hw she as during my prac i wuld stone off half way jus thinkin abt her am i goin bonkers? i did for a her heart shape eclair and i did a J eclair for my james!!! i hope he saw it and he better like it:) jus now me and tasha were on msn i dun noe why but poems jus started pouring in my mind wen i thought of her so i showed her some and i went to search for some!!!!durin the talk she asked why she deserverd all tis kindness she does cos she is my tasha and she deserves the best has shes the other loved one i hve speacial loved one:) we were actuali hvin a small quarrel tasha my dear you will and always deserve the best for me trust me cos now i hve lost james ur there for me and i will be there for you da:) james always told me tis WHEN YOU HVE TO MATURE BE WEN ITS SERIOUS MATTER WEN HVIN FUN LET UR IMMATURE SIDE TAKE CONTROL so tasha ur always my little tasha no matter wat da okay....and veri sori again loves(happy b'dae my james)

If I weRe tO dIe 2MorRow i WiLL dIE wIf a SmiLE oN mY Face cOs I HVe YoU In My LiFe tAsha

hey guyz i am so happy i noe i hve been like shit for the past few days cos of my frens death but i hve been to trying to get bak to my normal self but it jus wont be the same wit out my brother!!!! anyways hve been hanging out wif tasha loads hehe:) cos of her i am watchin p.s. i love you i dun reali like romance movie but watchin the movie is so damn nice i am now in part four so yea and for these few days i hve been missng my tasha lots dun noe why but yea i guess i think of her everytime:) hehe i miss her now oso:( i wan see her and ask her hug me until i got thin hehe i jus like getting hugs frm me tasha anyways tasha hehe i missh missh missh you so much that now we cant tok in msn poo hoo damn freakin computer of hers....JAMES tis better not be ur wrk wakaka i miss you man:) and tasha yees see you tmr monkeeyyyy girl of to contiue the movie
(monkEyyy BoYY)
P.S I Love You

I aM glAd Ur In My Life

hey guyz now days wen ever the place i go to or the pictures i watch reminds me of james!!!! i cant concentrate on anything jus brgs back all those memories i spent wit my brother:( 2day i didnt had sch and tasha wasnt feeling well so i brought her to yishun polyclinic we took the number and waited for to see the doctor.....the doctor was fucked up he showed attitude i feel like addmitting a doctor into that veri polyclinic punch his face argh!!!! then later ccl joine us....hvin tasha in my life now means alot to me:) i take care of her wen ever she is sick or jus unhappy i be by her side no matter wat cos after losin my tis fren made me go closer to my tasha again which is so nice:) i found the band which james gave me for my bdade wen he wen to thai wif his girl! i wore it today wen i wen out wit tasha....i always look up into the sky to see a star which i think is that dumb fuck james lol:) anyways today goin bak to bp! was weird tasha slept on my shoulder then i oso dozed off i guess then i woke up my eys i saw her lips and mine together i was so shy i actuali wanted to stay in that positon hehehe (shisssssh) wakaka but i jus move away lol so shy arh!!! anyways i am jus glad that tasha is in my life and i ...............okay hehehe good nights and sleep tigh my dear tasha get well soon sunshine shuld always be bright and happy no sad sad:) okie bubye

(mokey boy boy)

WhY yOU Hve To LEaVe wItouT me.....

hey guyz my life has been like shit...firtly i lost my close fren witout me knowing!!!!he died like1week ago and the best thing is tat i onli found it out after three days of his death non of my freakin frens told me abt tis! his name is james my close bestie ever since sec1!!!!!!!!!!!! and now he jus poofed gone life is so unfair he told me like few days ago that he was gonna propose to his girl on new years day and now gone!! why is god like tis it is veri unfair!!!!argh i hve been hanging outlately wit tasha moslty cos i cant tell my family smethin like that has happen in my life and wen i am wit tasha i can jus tell it out!!!i feel like shoutin and cryin and goin berserk but i am jus tryin to be strong!!!!i didnt even saw his face for one last fuckin time!!!! my other so called frens tried calling me and msg me but i jus dun reply maybe if i die i dun even tell them!!!!!tasha is oso goin through some deep shit he family is accusing her for stealin but wat in the fucking hell you guyz dun fucking give her cash and she has to pwn her jewels to jus get money for herself to survive i mean seriously wtf!!! james always was there fr me wen i am dwn so now i priority no longer will be other they will be TASHA and james girl!! i wll take care of them:) now tasha is also not feeling well again i hope she gets well soon!!! today she slept on me shoulder was like WOW! so nice arh damn shiok shiok:) hehehe i onli hope that one day i can show james girl that i and tasha are together at last:) and james can see us frm above take care guyz and life IS "perfect" tasha pls take care da:)

(frens till we meet)

You're the voice I hear inside my head ( for you ta***)

Everytime I think I'm closer to the heart Of what it means to know just who I am I think I've finally found a better place to start But no one ever seems to understand I need to try to get to where you are Could it be you're not that far? You're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I'm singing I need to find you I gotta find you You're the missing piece I need The song inside of me I need to find you I gotta find you Oh yeah You're the remedy I'm searchin' hard to find To fix the puzzle that I see inside Painting all my dreams the color of your smile When I find you it will be alright I need to try to get to where you are Could it be you're not that far? You're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I'm singing I need to find you I gotta find you You're the missing piece I need The song inside of me I need to find you I gotta find you Been feeling lost Cant find the words to say Spendin' all my time stuck in yesterday Where you are is where I wanna be Oh next to you, and you next to me Ohh... I need to find you Yeah You're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I'm singing I need to find you (I need to find you) I gotta find you (yeah) Your the missing piece I need The song inside of me I need to find you I gotta find you(I gotta find you) You're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I'm singing I need to find you (I need to find you) I gotta find you (I gotta find you) Your the missing piece I need The song inside of me I need to find you I gotta find you Yeaeaahhh I gotta find you... hey tasha again i like tis song so i dedicated tis song for you also your the voice in my head:) anywayz take care da i am always here for you da i noe now days ur life is not sweet a bit rotten jus take it easy life hasnt always to be easy:) ppl jus dun reali noe you! escpecially ur mom i hope ur mom noes hw valuble you are...i NOE:x good nights ppl off to sleep tired:( take care MONKEyyy GIRl


(monKeyy BoY)

wHeN i Am WiT YoU (MoNkeyyy GirL)

Saw you walk in to the roomThought i'd try to talk to you Babe am i ever glad you wanted me too Its been two years to the day half the time I've been away i know I'm not there enoughbut that is gonna changecause I'm coming back to show you thatI'm keeping the promise that i madeWhen i'm with you I'll make every second countcause i miss you, whenever your not aroundwhen i kiss you i still get butterfliesyears from nowI'll make every second count when I'm with youyeah we've had our ups and downsbut we've always worked them outbabe am i ever glad we got this far nowstill i'm lying here tonightwishing i was by your sidecause when i'm not there enoughnothing feels rightso i'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my lifewhen i'm with you I'll make every second countcause i miss you, whenever your not aroundwhen i kiss you i still get butterfliesyears from nowi'll make every second count when i'm with youwhen i'm with you whatever it takesim not gonna break the promise i madewhen i'm with you I'll make every second countcause i miss youwhen i'm with you I'll make every second countcause i miss you, whenever your not aroundwhen i kiss you i still get butterfliesyears from nowi'll make every second count when i'm with youwhen i'm with youwhen i'm with you when i'm with you........tis song is for my monkeyyyy girl hehe its true the lines will explain to you:) your family is giving you loads of problems i noe no matter wat jus hang in there everything will be fine! i am here for you......try talkin to your mom 1 on 1 let her noe ur feeling and stuff wen she treats you like tis explain to her! tell her that you hve changed.....tell her that the way that she is talkin to you hurts you alot da! jus do war i say for my sake i noe it will wrk out i hve tis strong strong feeling da for my sake talk to her:) and dun anythin stupid i am here for you jus call me! okie da tis song is for you tak care see you:)

(MoNkeyy BoyY)

YoU Desevre mOrE tHen WaT hE TrEaTs YoU!!!!!

hey yo, today was great i met up wit angel ,ccl,tasha i was actuali quit angry wit tasha after reading her blog! but wen i saw her i just couldnt get angry dun noe why:) they were actuali hanging out to do some sch project i guess? she didnt eat so i bought for her lunch! she didnt hve cash and she wen to pwn her rings! i felt bad cos i couldnt help her:( then later we were talkin to tasha abt hw MARk treats her....tasha is a gr8 girl and she dosent desevre to be treated tat way and to be spoken tat way! i reali felt angry, grrrrrrr! then later we went to watch batman was sooooo damn fun tis was my first time watching movie wit tasha(date) hehehe then later mark msged her scolding her in vulgarites cos she didnt msge him bak or smething!wtf! dude she is a girl treat her wit respect...they msged each other and they broke up( i think so) i was actuali kinda happy for her! but i knew that she could not break up wit him so easily.....but to tell you the truth tasha you are worth more then hw marks treats you......i told my frens wat happen and they are so happy for you...so tasha dun caRE wat others thing abt your break up some ppl out there are happy for you even the ppl you dun noe!!!!! take care:)


(monkeeeey boyyy)

tOniGhts ThE Night i FaLLed FoR yOu aGaiN....

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fightingCould it be that we have been this way beforeI know you don't think that I am tryingI know you're wearing thin down to the coreBut hold your breathBecause tonight will be the night that I will fall for youOver againDon't make me change my mindOr I won't live to see another dayI swear it's trueBecause a girl like you is impossible to findYou're impossible to findThis is not what I intendedI always swore to you I'd never fall apartYou always thought that I was strongerI may have failedBut I have loved you from the startOhhhhBut hold your breathBecause tonight will be the night that I will fall for youOver againDon't make me change my mindOr I won't live to see another dayI swear it's trueBecause a girl like you is impossible to findIt's impossibleSo breathe in so deepBreathe me inI'm yours to keepAnd hold onto your words'Cause talk is cheapAnd remember me tonightWhen you're asleepBecause tonight will be the night that I will fall for youOver againDon't make me change my mindOr I won't live to see another dayI swear it's trueBecause a girl like you is impossible to findTonight will be the night that I will fall for youOver againDon't make me change my mindOr I won't live to see another dayI swear it's trueBecause a girl like you is impossible to findYou're impossible to find........hehehe its actuali a song:) for tasha today was my gr8test day ever i enjoyed my day so much.....i am jus sooooo happy hope i and and tasha could be together again:) hehe wen i hang out wit her nowdays i tend to noe much more better dun noe wether she likes hanging out wit me but i do hve loads of fun hanging out wit the bulbu tasha:) take care everyone and tasha tis song is for you:) sishsssssss take care:)

(MonKeyy BOyYY)

i got HUGgeD....:)

hey hey.....today jus been perf i had class in the morning! then later on i was suppose to hve a demo by some professional chefs...but didnt ended up being cancel....so i was gonna w8 for her but her class oso eneded ealry so we were heading towards lavender to buy that army bag which i was like dying to get....tasha oso came:) SO YEA then wen we reached the place we found the bag so i actuali shared money wit tasha but she oso wanted the bag but she didnt hve enough cash so i actuali gave her the bag she kept denying tat she dun wan it but deep dwn she confirm wan it!!!!! so i kept forcing her to take it...at last she took it:) then later we send angel bak to yishun so i went hme to change cos i was suppose to meet my sis for dinner and my frens at marsling so i send tasha home we talked and i made her laugh......then errmmmmm hmmmm I GOT HUGGED been w8ting for a long time:) soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy at last after that i went at met my sis for dinner then i cam hme didnt wen to meet me frens hehehe:) i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy happy haapy:) take tasha see you tmorrow and take care to all my readers:)


monkeyyyyy boy:)