if I WeRe To ChOoSe BeTweEn LiFe aNd YoU i wUld Use My LaSt bReaTh To SaY i LoVe YoU Tash

hey guyz today hasnt been my day....today is my deaperted fresn b'dae i hvein tryin not to think abt all the stuff like on his b'dae we wuld always go to his grand ma hse for dinner and tis year its me and his picture bro happy 25TH birthday ypu old bastard take of urself up there man and over tasha oso ur sister!!!remeber:)i hve been hiding loads of things inside me today we ecalirs today and off all the days we had to do james favourite pastry i mean wow!!!so yea seeing tasha made me jus thin abt her she coughed badly so i was thinkin hw she as during my prac i wuld stone off half way jus thinkin abt her am i goin bonkers? i did for a her heart shape eclair and i did a J eclair for my james!!! i hope he saw it and he better like it:) jus now me and tasha were on msn i dun noe why but poems jus started pouring in my mind wen i thought of her so i showed her some and i went to search for some!!!!durin the talk she asked why she deserverd all tis kindness she does cos she is my tasha and she deserves the best has shes the other loved one i hve speacial loved one:) we were actuali hvin a small quarrel tasha my dear you will and always deserve the best for me trust me cos now i hve lost james ur there for me and i will be there for you da:) james always told me tis WHEN YOU HVE TO MATURE BE WEN ITS SERIOUS MATTER WEN HVIN FUN LET UR IMMATURE SIDE TAKE CONTROL so tasha ur always my little tasha no matter wat da okay....and veri sori again loves(happy b'dae my james)