CaN I dRop DEaD??????

hey guys today was blah!!!!i had my choux paste exam its was great my grup everyone passed:) then later i wen to eat lunch wif bari,angel,yusriand the other guy frm pastry(forget his name lah) then later i head bak to sch to meet ccl and w8 for tasha...i sat wif ccl and we talked she is a veri troubled girl and she has lots of thoughts running through her i reali miss the old "meow" ccl and i jus read her blog and she said she gonna get over him thats a great news to hear actuali its wonderfull:) she getting over himm for good!so yea coming bak we w8ted for tasha....tasha was veri happy today:) which was good to see cs i dun reali like to see her sad it jus dosent make my day...so we sat at the block opp our sch then later we headed in the bus bak to bp isat in the bus wif her and i was kinda sleepy cos i didnt reali sleep welll:( so i put tash to sleep on my shoulder and i oso knocked off then i while during my bus ride i felt a pain on my lips i saw her lip and my lip were connected errrrr(kissing) she actuali bite my lip and i guess she was dreaming abt mark wen she did that hehehe i noe it wasnt on purpose but i felt kinda happy:) then later wen we reached bp i sat at the bus stop wif her and i dun noe wat i said and then she said yea priya better...that reali fucked me up!!!!and then later she said "oh yea she has a boyfren" to tell the truth it cos of me she has a boyfren i sat wif her one on one i told her that i can and nvr forget tasha and i wanted her to date my frens brother who likes her i told her to date a guy like him then date a useless guy like me!!!! and on teachers day wen i went bak i saw both of them and she looked happy:) and tasha no girl can be compared to you NO ONE!!!! youre jus one girl which is hard to find!!!! and i hve to confess i am the one who kissed her in the bus i guess i got carried away....i am useless! sori tasha i am and idiot!!! maybe i shuld jus drop dead or quite tis course so that tasha could concentrate in her life and on mark and she dun hve to think abt me and i wont hve to irritate her life:) anyways good luck guyz and happy for ccl you strong:)

(useless boY)