I HvE LoSt eVeRyThIng?

hey guys i didnt update my blog for quite a time:) so yea yesterday i had my mcp i was kinda bump on wat happen on wed cos i saw mark and tasha being close and everything reali hurt my heart to the core and tis stupid me was upset i am such a dumb fucker!!!!mark and tasha i bf and gf if they hve veri intimate realitonship is their problem is not has if your a bf i am such a dumb fucker i hve lost everythin in my life my frens and my family nowdays irritating me i jus hope i can see james soon i think tis year my b'dae i will be sitting in the cementry ear his stone:) and tasha i reali didnt meant wat i said all that nonsenes which cam out of my mouth jus think that i am dog barking to myself anyways i am reali sori.....i reali reali reali reali reali reali reali reali sorri....if you dun wanna see me or talk to me i understand tis dumb fucker needs it...reali sory for distrubin ur life i am reali sorry!!!!but.....nvm thx for being there for me in my life tasha i reali appreciate it...take care okay!!!! until we meet